well here i am wondering what's next, looking back on what's behind, and sitting her discontent with the present. i stuck around for may term and it was largely boring...a little eventful though.

i'm leaving on wed to begin to drive home and i should get home thurs night. i'll be home for a week or a little more depending on what grant wants to do. we'll see. he gets home from uganda the 28th and i'm so excited.

i didn't realize how much i would miss him! it's kinda sad. i haven't been doing a lot around here. just looking for a job and a place to live. it's been mostly unsettling but bailey, kristen, and alicia have made it better. we've done some scandalous things and had our share of expensive fun. now i'm ready to move on to what's next.

i'm ready to move into our house, get settled, decorate and be able to call somewhere home. i will always consider the H my home because that's where i was born but i don't know if i'll ever live there again. i don't really consider indiana home either. i feel like home is in people. when i'm with grant i'm home. when i'm with amy, i'm home. when i'm with my mom, i'm kinda home. when i'm with jordyn, angel and colette, that feels like home too. i just don't know! home isn't just a place to me anymore.

urgh..i'm done for now!